I was up at 9 in the morning can't sleep at all.
Idunno been thinking these past weeeks how I've change
these years,all I could say is Im exclusive not that
socialble, or that friendly like before,
I don't trust alot of people especially boys,
no more serious relationships cos oh man after
HIM ! oh booy I didn't want to trust no mans
thats why I'm less socialble,less nicer,less talkative,
but more quiter,more stickin with the same people
less meeting new people, all I could say I'm way too different
than before, I guess maybe mature -.- NAWT.
like last year, man I could say I chill with the same people
again and again but after the situation that this person ruined
my friendships with the girls that I trusts, AGAIN I felt
to be trust people less than before. then this year happend
UGH,my bestfriends know what I mean again don't EVER trust a guy
to ruined your ALL YOUR TRUST TO ALL THE GUYS. hmmm..what more well
I'm really paranoid right now cos my dad won't drive me to the semi formal ):
but alrightly that's all.

later!


christmas is in FIVE days ! <3